..Hey I'm Robby Starbuck...

There isn't much to say that you can call facts really, life is a mystery. You lose the most important things sometimes, but it will either comeback or something better will come along, so you have to hold on, just hold on and work hard, that's really all i can say right now. I want to just treat life as a rhythm now, it's a beat, ever-changing, sway with it, lose yourself and feel alive. We all deserve to live. Oh and never forget the ones you love, i know that personally i value nothing more then those that i love. With that said, i also realize that sometimes we have to say goodbye and appreciate the pain of walking away so that we can one day enjoy the ecstasy of entering someone's heart and soul. The beauty i see, is what my life is centered toward, i want to enrich each person's life that i meet through my work just so they can forget for a moment, all the things that just aren't right in this world. art is my drug. work is my lover. sure my hands get cold when there is no one to hold them at night, but hey it could be worse. you are all special, don't ever forget that. love me or hate me, i work hard for my future. i know that one day every drop of my blood, sweat, and tears will pay off. my life is an artform for you all to watch in every outlet i can possible find. I love my work... I work mainly in film as a director/editor/dp/writer/producer, you name it i've done it hah... I'm working on getting some feature's out in the next few years, some documentaries, and some music videos. I work for a major website producing content as my main job but I have a lot from my own company. I have a little puppy named penny, shes almost a year old and she is a half eskimo half king charles. I love life, I get really depressed on things sometimes but there's so much light, it's hard to lose complete hope. I catch myself when I fall. I'm lost sometimes, but only with myself. I have a strong internal problem focusing on the dark things in life, my love is masochistic. All I want in life is "to love and be loved in return." It's a miracle I am where I am, I'm happy... I think... Even in the wake of losing everything, I can't help but be okay with each loss, you learn a lot, and every pain ends with time... and the miracle is, you're always going to live the next day.

I AM: masochistic, loving, realistic, passionate, always up for a challenge, never afraid to fail, always searching for more, well cultured, well read, confident, kind hearted, a little bi-polar, protective, everything your ex-boyfriend was not, and then some.

"Above all things, I believe in Love"

"The worst part is knowing that there is goodness in people. Mostly it stays deep down and buried. Maybe we don't have God because we're scared of the bad stuff. Maybe we're really scared of the good stuff. Because if there's no God, well, that means it's inside of us and we could be good all the time if we wanted. So when we do bad things, it'd be because we want to or because we have to. Or maybe we just need the bad stuff to remind us what the good stuff is in the first place. "

I am influenced by shadows. We all walk in the light, but we all deserve a half shadow. We all have something to hide. When I do sleep, I mostly have night terrors about things i’ve hidden. I guess my dreams, the work of others, and a vendetta against failure drive me to be on top. Good and bad, that’s who we are.